Behind the lacrimarium
Photography, poetry, sculpture, installation, video, and dance about the art and science of crying. Since 2020
What if when we feel sad and need to cry, what if we just did it, no matter where or when we were? With no shame?
What if we never had to cry alone? What if there was a place you could go when you are feeling your most disconsolate?
What if we were taught how to cry the same way we are taught to sing, laugh, and breathe deeply and meditatively?
Messages to the Subconscious
With poem excerpts by Marc Ngui
Crying Eye aka Consciousness Using Grief as a Vehicle to Move Forward
from instagram
We invent the gods we need. "Angel" in these titles is a reference to the angels of Revelations, of Blake, guardians of conscience fierce and terrible when we stray from our courageous paths of being the utmost versions of ourselves.
Angel Eyes 2
26 x 26 inches (66 x 66cm)
Metallic coated linen, inkjet heat transfer decals, vintage costume jewellery, vintage lucite, black onyx, hematite, malachite, linen and heat fusible glue backing, upcycled foamcore, upcycled oak frame, staples, nails, wire, and thread
2023
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#eyebags
#vintagejewellery
#pearls
#whitejade
#onyx
#blacktears
#pinktears
#crystaltears
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#crying
#overcoming
#perseverance
#consciousness
#mindfulness
#thriving
#passthepopcorn
#herecomethetears
#art
Made with the support of the Ontario Arts Council
Aug 14
Pillow Eye
16 x 16 inches (40 x 40cm)
Metallic coated linen, inkjet heat transfer decals, vintage costume jewellery, dyed coral, turquoise, invisible zipper, stuffing, thread.
2023
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#textileart
#contemporaryart
#contemporarytextileart
#devotionalart
#contemplativeart
#finecraft
#contemporarycraft
#ironon
#personalgods
#cryingeye
#eyebags
#vintagejewellery
#pearls
#whitejade
#onyx
#blacktears
#pinktears
#crystaltears
#howdoyoucry
#crying
#overcoming
#perseverance
#consciousness
#mindfulness
#thriving
#passthepopcorn
#herecomethetears
#art
Made with the support of the Ontario Arts Council
Aug 14
We invent the gods we need. "Angel" in these titles is a reference to the angels of Revelations, of Blake, guardians of conscience fierce and terrible when we stray from our courageous paths of being the utmost versions of ourselves.
Angel Eyes 1
31 x 31 inches (79 x 79cm)
Metallic coated linen, inkjet heat transfer decals, vintage costume jewellery, white jade, natural pink color pearls, black onyx, linen and heat fusible glue backing, upcycled foamcore, upcycled oak frame, staples, nails, wire, and thread
2023
#art
Made with the support of the Ontario Arts Council
#behindthelacrimarium
#textileart
#contemporaryart
#contemporarytextileart
#devotionalart
#contemplativeart
#finecraft
#contemporarycraft
#ironon
#personalgods
#cryingeye
#eyebags
#vintagejewellery
#pearls
#whitejade
#onyx
#blacktears
#pinktears
#crystaltears
#howdoyoucry
#crying
#overcoming
#perseverance
#consciousness
#mindfulness
#thriving
#passthepopcorn
#herecomethetears
#art
Made with the support of the Ontario Arts Council
Jun 17
Dark Blue Iris Pendulum, 2023
Embroidery thread, vintage lucite and bakelite beads, gunmetal plated bronze chain on silk backed with linen on a wood frame.
Made with the support of the Ontario Arts Council
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May 29
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May 29
Can any experience be used for growth?
Does consciousness even tell the difference between laughing and crying so long as we are breathing?
What can an abundance of any one experience be used for?
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#uglycrying
#crymeariver
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#sociallabor
#mission
#goal
#devotionalart
#acrylicgouache
#painting
#art
#waves
#tears
#contemporaryart
#consciousnesss
#attitude
#supplementsthatwork
#legsoftears
Apr 29
Abundance is abundance. Even the abundance of tears can be used for something.
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#sociallabor
#mission
#goal
#devotionalart
#acrylicgouache
#painting
#art
#waves
#tears
#contemporaryart
#consciousness
#attitude
#supplementsthatwork
#legsoftears
Apr 29
Almost finished! The first Crying Eye is almost completed, one of a pair of matching blue irises that will be
finished with vintage beads for tears.
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#round
#kaleidoscope
#handembroidery
#meditative
#meditsativeart
#devotion
#devotionalart
Apr 9
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#digitalart
#sketches
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Apr 9

